I Lie to Forget

This lie's become a part of me

For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear her name

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go...