When you say this two short
words, it is not as easy as you said “I love you” when you had crush on
someone. It is shorter than “I love you” yet it is more breathtaking and need a
lot of courage to say that. I even had to be forced to say that. *grin
A collection of a beautiful words
end up with this two words. The bull shit promise wrapped by a commitment
shortly mentioned “I do”… and before GOD you must say it. So what is the
consequence after you said it? That you are responsible to the community who
witness it that you will, tooth and nail, work on your marriage life. Do we
have to do that? Traditionally yes you should.
Once I asked my mom, “Should I
spend my life with the same man for the rest of my life? What if I get bored of
him?” She is glaring and said, “You are catholic, you never get divorced!” Hey!
Did I mention about getting divorced? What I am afraid of is I am trapped in a
daily routine. I avoid the same circle (of life, activities, even a man!)
Boredom is one of the issues.
Another issue is will you be
still attractive when you are “preoccupied” with your love one? You are facing him,
serve him (with the children!), share the bath room, and sleep in one bed with
the same guy every day. Yes, doctor love diagnoses that you are in the most
secure wifehood and you forget the details that you used to run when you are
single: lady in style. Well, you were advertised yourself! Look at you now, wearing scrunchy, smell of
the kitchen, broken nails….hahahahaha sorry, the picture is so terrible! Generally
your life transforms to the latest flat TV in your house! You are independent
free woman who is now in domestication.
I have a confession to make,
sometimes I tease another man with what I wear, or words that I send through
text messages just to confirm that I am still attractive. Who are those guys?
Oh, they are just guys who appear out of the blue, and I used to call them my
handsome snacks, some clients or my ex boyfriends. Crazy, huh? Do you still
count this as a cheating? Pleased to judge me, ladies! I am a sexual libertine,
yes you may say. Traditionally I break the rule. But honestly, how much of you
women, do the same action as I do? Maybe I am only the one who dare and stands
up for her thought. I don’t mean seriously attached and emotionally involved
with those guys. They are just my afternoon snacks. Sorry guys, you should have
been aware that I am taken. And how I can be truthful to my significant other?
That’s my homework: speak up now or forever silent. *grin
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